Hi age 50 1st mammogram found 18mm grade 2 plus 47mm pre cancerous surgery on 2nd Oct radiotherapy starts next week. Started taking Tamoxifen.
i know i should feel grateful that the lymph nodes were clear but i just feel exhausted by all the different appointments and the 4 week daily round trip.
i’m not sleeping, fatigue is an issue, my scars are healing but i get a swollen breast every day seeing my GP tonight what should i be saying? Is this depression?
Hi,
I'm sorry that you are going through Cancer and it's treatments. The whole cancer experience is a nightmare and exhausting to say the least. I remember being where you are and I couldn't see my way forward, I was exhausted, depressed, frightened, annoyed and irritated with the whole thing, I wanted my old life back, which had no personal health issues. All I can say is somehow you get through it and it gets a little easier to cope. Radiotherapy is ok, although I did have problems with the area being treated. I still have discomfort in the Mastectomy site and underarm area nearly a year on but I do a lot of lifting due to having a horse and mucking out daily.
Visit to the GP is probably a good thing, my GP said most people with a cancer diagnosis struggle and needs some support, just tell him/her what you've posted her and they will work out if its depression or not. I'm on Femara as I'm post menopausal not Tamoxifen but I do know that lowers my mood, maybe Tamoxifen does too.
Keep us posted and best wishes.
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