Hi everyone!! I'm 42 and my cancer diagnoses date was 10 sep 2019. Its stage 2 breast cancer. Since the diagnoses I have had a roller coaster effect with my feelings, from anger to complete sadness and complete shut down mode. My partner left me about 3 weeks ago and it has been a messy break up. She won't even be civil any more, saying it's not me, it's the cancer. On top of this I am struggling with the thought of continuing treatment. Not because I dont want to but because I feel worthless due to the breakdown of my relationship. I'm in the mindset of if she couldnt deal with the cancer who is going to in the future. I am still going to my treatment, because deep.down I know I need to keep going. Im scared of the future. Is this normal?
