Hello all
I’ve had 4 AC chemo treatments - all fine and managed to work and lead a normal life. Last Tuesday I had my first out of 4 Paclitaxel chemotherapy treatments. I was fine until 19 minutes before the end when I needed the loo. When I stood up I was very shaky and walked for 5 steps then collapsed. My heart was 150 which is incredibly odd for me as i’ve always had low blood pressure and it has never been over 100. I was sat in a chair with all the nurses running round me, I was injected with steroids and antihistamine. I was there for 20 mins shaking all over and feeling a bit embarrassed then went back to my seat shaking uncontrollably for 2 hour.s then the doctor assessed me and said it would be fine to pump the rest of the Paclitaxel in. Afterwards I sat with my sister waiting for 1.30 hours for a porter which didn’t happen so the nurse got a wheelchair and I was helped into the chair and wheeled out. I still couldn’t stand. I was carried into my sisters car and shook uncontrollably all the way home, carried upstairs by my sister and husband to bed. My 8 year old son saw the state I was in and asked me if I was dying. I couldn’t walk to the bathroom by myself.
I wonder if it’s normal to be evicted from hospital after chemo if you can’t stand up or fend for yourself. I was too shaky to even have a cuppa.
its now bank holiday Monday and I’ve been back twice since the chemo last Tuesday once on Friday and yesterday because I turned yellow and had stomach cramps whenever I ate and the flu like aches. Yesterday I saw the same doctor who’d assessed me during my reaction and I asked if it was common practice to let patients go home who couldn’t walk. He said everyone reacts in different ways and I should be immune to a reaction next time.
I have an 8 and 2 year old and run a cafe that is very busy over this half term and I’m catering for 100 people for a private party at the Derby next Saturday which I need to be well for!! Plus I’m selling my house and moving in 6 weeks and my fingers feel like they are blistered underneath and are painful when I touch anything....
i am pretty scared to go back for more chemo now
Has anyone else had a reaction like this and any advice?!
Birdie
That all sounds awful ! I would speak to your oncologist , their secretary’s are usually good at helping you to speak to them .
Sorry but I think you have maybe over stretched yourself with your commitments . I was floored for at least a week with each of my chemo - I was on Dosetaxel. But nothing of the reaction you have had . I too think it’s disgraceful that you were sent home .
Speak to your GP too if you can .
Hope you get help and answers soon .
Love
Ruby Rose
Thank you so much for replying Ruby Rose. I’ve realised that I have taken on a bit too much so I’ve got someone to take over for me at the Derby. Im relieved to be honest! I’ve got a meeting with my oncology team the day before my chemo next week but my consultant is on holiday so hopefully all will be fine. I’m so glad you haven’t had a bad reaction! Sending you love. B
So sorry to read the poop time you are having
I too had Pac and reacted badly. I looked like a tomato and my onco after only 3 of 12 decided enough. He was mightily concerned
So ..... even though you may feel better now .... when you see the onco team do t down play how you felt. Tell them exactly as you have told us. They may need to cut the dose or rethink the plan
Stay safe and accept help
Leolady56
Life is like a boxing match, defeat is declared not when you fall ..... But when you refuse to stand up again ....... So, I get knocked down but I get up again. x
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