Having a bad day

Im scared

Am sorry Maisiemae.  It is so frightening. 

Your Mum and you.  

All my words are rubbish....

Jx

Maisiemae,

Don't be. When my Mum was ready to go back in May & I wasn't going to Canada to see her & my family people said that they hoped she'd hang on till I got there mid June. I said I didn't want her to, she & I had spoken the week before she died, & we told each other how much we loved one another. She went when SHE was ready, not to someone elses timetable. Although she did wait till I got back from Mallorca. She knew what time our flight back was, & she passed about 3 hours after we got indoors.

The same with Alan. I knew that when I kissed him goodbye on that Saturday night that I wouldn't see him again. Maybe that's why it didn't bother me about going to his cremation. We'd said our goodbyes while it counted. He died knowing I loved him, that it was ok to let go, that I'd be ok.

I know how hard it is to let someone you love leave your physical life, but in remembering all our loved ones, especially our Mums, I think we're keeping them alive, in our hearts. 

I used to say to people that our family is used to living apart, there were naval connection on both sides of the family, but it doesn't mean we don't love each other any less for it. 

I send you, & Jennie, & Elenium, & anyone else in our little band Huggies & Headbomps

Sue

Xx

Maisiemae,

So am I for when my turn comes with my husband, which will be soon.

You will be okay once you get to your mums, you will know what to do for her and I think

That The journey to get to her leaves you the time for your mind to run riot. 

As jcb says, words are so rubbish at this time. Holding your hand.  you have support from your partner, dogs and of course everyone here.

Lesley. Xx

All thankyou. The dog anology springs to mind. Not there yet but GP has been as she is at home and gp thinks another couple if weeks. It is what it is. Mum has asked partner and i stay with her. I will do my best xx

Oh Maisiemae.  All I can say is we are here for you.  I will be thinking of you and your mum and am sending you both lots of love and hugs. X

Oh Elenium Jenny Sue and others x

We're here. Jx

Hope you got there safe Maisiemae.

Try to look after yourself too. At least drink a bit if eating not possible. 

Jx

Been thinking of you Maisiemae.