Feeling Low

hello Julian L

Hello Julian L

I am so very sorry for your loss and, like everyone else here, I know exactly how you feel because I’m in the same unbearable position. Although it doesn’t help, I sometimes try to console myself with the thought that grief is the price of love.

I see you mention the Ferryman.that reminded me of a TV series a long time ago – Who Pays the Ferryman. I have just been listening to the theme music which always reminds me of Greece which my darling Wife and I loved.

Like you, when I see Charon coming for meI will feel relieved. Until then, I send you my very best wishes.

hi iam so sorry to hear of your loss.In truth ive got no answer cveit died on the 22/3/25 and it feel things get worse no easier i dont know how i get past each day its fight some times just to get going its hard the only advice i have for you is just take each as it comes.Today has been hard when i finally got out of the house and whent to the shops has i waited for the bus a court a glimpse of cveti out of the corner of my eye And it sent shock wave through me its was a struggle to keep my composure.My be i am losing the plot but if that means i see cveti even if its out of the corner of my eye so be it.The point of me saying that is you just dont know what will happen or even how you will feel from day to day.That was a surprise there been a few more odd things happen but i will not bore you with that.My heart goes out to you this world is not fair.

Respect man i hear every thing you say i do understand that grief is the price of love.but what a price to pay man and i so so sorry man for your loss.cveit loved greece she worked there when she younger.Cveti was from bulgaria and i am part english part italian i was born in southwest london.And we kept our mediterranean ways.we moved to durham 9 years ago for a more laid back life as cveit had already sufferd with two brain tumors and i could see cveti was slowing down and the london life was not for cveti anymore cveti just wanted her big garden to do what cveti wanted to do and she did amazeing things with the garden.mate my be i will see on the banks of the styx.till then day by day and my up most respect.