Yesterday was an ok day.
Went to my grief group in the evening and it was good to chat with people who understand.
Today not so great and I'm having a bad moment.
Just checked my husbands mobile for important emails etc. Thought maybe it was time to close his LinkedIn account, as he gets lots of emails.
I done it and then cancelled his lottery account.
Now I'm in tears, thinking should I have done it.
Just having a moment of
Life is crap.
My hair is falling out....is anyone else experiencing this?
Sorry, I'm having a sorry me day.
Love and hugs xx
I am so pleased you have had a decent day. I am sure it is a welcome breather. My day has been a better one.too. I made a conscious decision to try and be positive for one day, (mainly for our children.). I walked the dog, went to the library and post office to post probate forms. The sun was out this morning, and it was lovely just to be out and about for a while. Candles are lit now, Radio 2 on and a lovely glass of wine. Hugs and cuddles to all. Xxx
Thank you I need as many as I can get today, cant even talk about what happened, xx
Oh dear. I am thinking of you. I am so sorry you are going through this. Apparently, the brain suppresses painful memories. I had vivid flashbacks, I felt my husband’s presence and nasty nightmares. Sending you kind thoughts and comforting hugs. Xxx
Charlie, you can have as many as you need.
if you can / want to, why has your day been so bad?
Sorry, just read this from you.
Just know that we are here for you.
Sorry can’t even think about it just now, having to see a lawyer in the morning. It’s true they say death brings out the worst in people, I’ve just experienced it. Having a very big brandy tonight xx
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