Hi All,
It is 8 months since Ric passed and I am trying to move forward. I redecorated last week and took our wedding photo off the wall. I have replaced it with a couple in the rain holding a purple (my fav colour) umbrella. Ric would have always shared an umbrella so although it is a neutral picture it sort of isn't. I have painted the walls in grey with a mulberry purple feature wall! Ric would have groaned but it is me!!! I have ordered a new three piece too. I am very eased with the room and have changed furniture too. I wanted it to be me!!
I went out tonight with an old male friend. He has just split with his girlfriend. I am happy to be friends and had a nice evening, just casually chatting. He has asked me to have Sunday lunch too in a pub. He never touched me or anything and he knows I am not looking for anyone but I feel he may want more. Not sure how I should manage this one. I don't want to upset him, he is a nice guy but not my type but lovely to chat to. Just thinking that I should maybe nip it in the bud even if I had a nice time before it gets complicated.
Love Alison xxx
Martin, Mccmcc has been the perfect gentleman but I have to admit that me being me we've taken it in turns to buy the coffees because that's me 
definitely like to be fair and share.
Alison - as we all know life is too short but you should just do what makes you comfortable don't step out of your comfort zone if you feel it's not what you want to do.
Lizzy
I can only add that Lizzy is the nicest, kindest person I have ever met, I feel.so honoured she wants me in her life and she is enchanting company!
I hope we have a long future together as I am very happy and content in her company!
"Sometimes life is hideous, other times it's worse!"
