Hi everyone. It's been a while since I've been on.
It's now been three whole months since I lost my husband. Family and friends have all been a wonderful comfort to me.
I am now hearing from everyone that I have to think of myself and make my new and changed life without him.
Easy to say, but I just don't feel ready or want to have a new and different life. I still miss him so much and have no idea of how to change. I feel as if time is standing still. Maybe one day I will just wake up and be ready to move in, but not yet.
