Thursday 5th January.
I didn't sleep well last night. The worry about today's appointment with my oncologist was playing on my mind. I got up early and took my temperature, it was fine so, first hurdle jumped.
After a very quiet morning (me being quiet conversation wise) we headed off to see my oncologist. We arrived in good time so I went straight in and left my husband to get the parking ticket and…
Wednesday 4th January.
Today has been a day of passing time, I made a huge pan of vegetable soup and some bread this morning just to keep me busy. Tomorrow I have an appointment with my oncologist, I really want to go, but I really don't want to go at the same time.
I lost my Mum ten years ago but I've been thinking about her all day today, I know if she was still here that I would feel calmer. I'm always the…
Monday 2nd January 2017
Today has been another better day, I feel more positive about the future. I feel a bit mean but I'm pleased the festivities are over so now I can concentrate on the next stage of treatment without feeling guilty about spoiling things for everyone.
Today was good because I had to get up and get organised as our holiday makers were leaving and we had the accommodations to clean and laundry…
Saturday 31st December 2016
Yesterday was a nice day, I felt much better when I got up, I think I realised that I hadn't been feeling great for the last week or so, I think it was bringing my mood down, I think I managed to stay positive in front of everyone though over Christmas.
We dog walked in the morning and in the afternoon I got myself a new wig, the original wig looks lovely but after wearing it…
Thursday 29th December.
It's been a strange couple of days. I woke up yesterday and thought I still had hair, it felt lovely for a few seconds and then I felt my head...Yesterday the weather was glorious so my husband decided it would be good to go to the beach and meet up with our friends and have lunch in the pub there. To be honest I really wasn't that bothered about going I felt a bit weary but I want him to have…
