The Good, The Bad and the Ugly...........

  • 'JUST'

    I am really starting to HATE this word! It seems to be used more and more! I hold my hands up, as yes I have used it too! But you know what, there is no 'just' in all this! 

    I met with a friend yesterday she also has Secondary Breast Cancer. We were chatting about things in general when she made a comment about something she read online. Ladies almost comparing their cancer and how one was worse off than the other…

  • Do miracles come in small boxes.....

    After about 18months of trying out different pain meds yesterday I collected my prescription for Fentynl Patches! As I looked at this small box in front of me I couldn't help wondering, if maybe, just maybe this little box held the answer to all my issues!!

    Of course there is every chance that these patches, won't work or will cause the same side effects as the others, or worse side effects....if I'm really unlucky…

  • First sign of madness?

    Well Missy you are lying here messaging yourself and telling yourself to STOP misbehaving and GO TO SLEEP! Is this normal behaviour? Or should you be worried? That is the question!

    They say the first sign of madness is talking to yourself, well I think I passed that one years ago! In fact I think I have passed the talk to self, answer self, argue with self, get angry with self and tell self to DO ONE!! Hmmm think I might…

  • Today was a Good Day....

    Well I knew if I tried hard enough eventually I would have a good day! But I never imagined an appointment with the Hospice Nurse would be my definition of a good day! But I took my mum with me and I have noticed that slowly but surely, she is really starting to understand what I am going through and I am starting to really see what she is going through! This, 'living with Cancer' really is tough for everyone!…

  • Taught by a Toddler....

    Well today has been a very insightful day. I was at work looking after a 20month old. The day was going well except for the usual aches and pains!
    So we decided to go for a nice walk, we wrapped up warm! Toddler had on her new fleece lined waterproof trousers and her new thick coat, think Michelin man (there is a reason I am telling you this) but on a smaller scale and much prettier!
    So off to the park we go, once there…