I think my Dad wants our blessing to not continue his treatment anymore.
He got very upset with mom last night and said he doesn't want to do this anymore
But he will continue with it because he believes it is what myself and my siblings want.......which yes the selfish part of me wants me to carry on trying to fight these horrible things although all indications from his visible tumours and his tumour markers and…
I'm back home now and have just been to the hospital to see Dad taking him pressies and photo's, his treatment seems to be going okay he was on his last bag whilst i was there 
He looks completely worn out and was very shaky but said he felt ok 
, I have had a fantastic weeks holiday with hubby and the kids but still had dad in my head constantly 
i feel much better now that i have seen him. Hope you are all well 
:hiya: Everyone,
I have come away for the week with my dh and the kids, we have rented a house at the beach.
Unfortunately dads scan showed that the tumours have resisted the chemo and have continued to grow although not at the rate that they would have done without the chemo according to the consultant. Its devastating news but neither dad nor his doctor are prepared to give up yet....they have got him booked in…
My beloved 49 year old dad is getting his scan results tonight .......my heart has been racing since i got up this morning....my children are playing in the garden i can see their happy faces and i just want to cry. I really hope the chemo has done something.......Please guys send us some good vibes..........i really really love my dad........today i want a miracle!!!
