I'm back home now and have just been to the hospital to see Dad taking him pressies and photo's, his treatment seems to be going okay he was on his last bag whilst i was there 
He looks completely worn out and was very shaky but said he felt ok 
, I have had a fantastic weeks holiday with hubby and the kids but still had dad in my head constantly 
i feel much better now that i have seen him. Hope you are all well 
