Well, 4 months on, and I still miss mum every minute of the day, still wish with very bone in my body that she was here with me. I have had a few moments when I have been able to recall a special memory and smile, but still have more times when those same thoughts bring me to tears. As a family, we are slowly learning to live without Mum, not because we want to but because we have no choice. My healing clock is ticking…