Since my last post, I've made a lot of mistakes. First I thought I was finally over my cancer experiences - wrong! Then I thought I no longer needed to come here an put my thoughts and feelings down - even more wrong! But the biggest mistake was turning my back on my lovely February Valentines. I left the facebook group and 'un-friended' them all. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Thankfully we are back together again and I've…