So its getting closer to my birthday something that I should be looking forward to, but instead I'm bricking it as I have my first apointment with my oncolgist. Now I know that he is not going to be able to tell me very much the best information I can hope for is he cant see any thing. Hopefully I will be refered for scans. I know that the treatment is still having an effect on my body and thats why they wait for a while…