So its getting closer to my birthday something that I should be looking forward to, but instead I'm bricking it as I have my first apointment with my oncolgist. Now I know that he is not going to be able to tell me very much the best information I can hope for is he cant see any thing. Hopefully I will be refered for scans. I know that the treatment is still having an effect on my body and thats why they wait for a while after you finish but that doesnt help things. I still get tired if I do too much. I am going back to work next month and I am looking forward to it but I am scared that its going to be too much. Luckily I work part time so for the first week even if i go and go straight to bed when i get home it wont matter. Again in these situations its the small things that make me smile .. I finally got my medical exemption card through this week entitling me to free prescriptions - something which I ddint know I was entitled to untill I went in to Chrisites- No body told me !!!!
The Dialator Saga continues - its boring lol
I have read some peoples success stories on here and that some people had 3 internal radio sesions, to them I take my hat off. I told carl if I had to have that again he would have to put out missing persons leaflets because I really dont think I could go through that again.
So nothing really to report inthis blog just that I am feeling very anxious and even though I think I'm getting better I need to listen to my body and slow down
