I don't know where to start but am already crying. Dad had been doing so well considering, until last thursday. The GP has said this *****! disease is spreading rapidly and he only has a month maybe 2. Yesterday I went to see them and he looked totally different - bright, out of pain and eating! I just can't comprehend this and am really struggling.
I know the day is going to come but can't believe it,and wh…
My son is starting to really notice how dad is going down hill, 3 weeks ago dad and mum were still picking him up from school, now he spends all day laying down - sometimes asleep sometimes awake. I heard him talking to his little sister last night - he'd been sick the night before and she asked him if she was getting better like guggy "guggy's not getting better" came the reply.
I was so shocked then I…
We have finally arrived at the time that I hoped would never come, on Friday I was told that dad was stopping his treatment as the results of the last scan were bad - 6 months if we are lucky they are now predicting.
I don't know what to say or do and can't stop crying. Every time I look at hime I just cannot comprehend that by the end of this year I will no longer have him!
Nothing seems right, can't work,…
Have entered the "Race for Life" and providing the metal work holding my spine together is prepared to play the game I'm RUNNING. Most of my family and friends whilst supporting my decision to enter think i am mad to try and run it.
Was at the gym today getting to grips with the treadmill under the supervision of a very scary personal trainer. She only let me jog for about 1 min and although it wasn't…
Just had mum on the phone to tell me how dad got on today at the hospital. Consultant was very surprised and pleased to see how well he looks on sutent this time, he siad that despite what they say about not being able to go back on this drug once you've been on some of the others he's going to ignore it and keep dad on. That was the good news - why does this always seem to come with a but...............
Although…
