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I was diagnosed with adenocarcinoma GOJ in December. I presented at the doctors as I had noticed an occasional problem with my swallow. I had an endoscopy followed by a CT which confirmed the presence of a submucosal tumour at the GOJ. I then had a PET scan. There was no sign of metastatic disease and a tentative plan was put in place for chemotherapy followed by a total gastrectomy and further chemotherapy. Unfortunately at a staging laparotomy a spot was found on the liver and evidence of peritoneal disease present. I am told that this is now inoperable and incurable. I have been offered palliative chemotherapy - CAPOX. I am on the 2nd cycle. 

I am a divorced mum of 4. My youngest is 17 years old and lives at home with me. I have 2 granddaughters aged 3 and 3 months. I worked as a Palliative Clinical Nurse Specialist - I have had to stop work. I have to admit that I am struggling emotionally which is my main reason for joining the group.

Thank you for reading.

  • I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis, it must be such shock for you and your family.  I can imagine your work would have been impossible given your own circumstances.

    There are others on this group who are incurable but treatable and I am sure they will share their experiences. There are treatments and  has so much knowledge which is so positive and helpful.

    You might find the Living with incurable cancer – Online Community support can give you invaluable support from others in the same situation.  
    There is often a perception that because you are in the medical profession you know how to cope, but I don’t believe that is the case, so do reach out to a Maggie’s Centre or if you live in Scotland, Cancer Support Scotland offer counselling and complimentary therapy for all those affected by cancer.

    I hope the treatment isn’t affecting you too much and you are still able to find moments of happiness in amongst the sadness.  Xx

    Jac

    Life is what happens when you are making other plans!