Terrified & confused

Ahh right , they are lovely . 

I’m sure there’s something about a patient fast tracked within 14 days and has to be diagnosed within the 28 day waiting period so your doctor will be right in saying that 

Yes totally different outlook on life , I never new there were so many emotions,  you can go through in just a few minutes. Yesterday I had a half decent day with positive thoughts but then night time came and I  just had a complete and utter breakdown I just sat and sobbed like never before I wanted to scream x

Yes he was on the fast track 2 week urgent referral

Awwww that’s exactly how I feel, and when family and friends keep saying ohh your going to be fine and u can get through this they really don’t have a clue what our brain and minds are going through so it’s like we are putting brave faces on to please everyone else when all we want to do is scream out loud. I know they mean well but it just doesn’t help does it. I’ve never cried so much in my whole life and although I have family around who truely care I still feel so alone most the time because I’m always in my deep thoughts of what’s going to happen…

Speak to Macmillan, they have a helpline. Sometimes speaking to strangers is easier than family/friends.

Its awful x

• Yes, exactly , thats me to too . These groups are amazing,  you realise your not alone or going mad , it's a rollercoaster journey we all want to get off and hopefully we will x

After the MDT meeting a nurse will ring u to make appointment to go in for your results of the PET scan or make an appointment for a biopsy, then they sent me for a brain scan which made me worry even more but thankfully that came back ok

Awww absolutely, although I’m still trying to work out how to use this group correctly lol but looks like I’m getting there

That’s true Tillyboo