My mum had a fall on Wednesday evening and ended up having to go to hospital. She has broken her femur and I got called to the hospital today as they have confirmed the fracture is because of degeneration of the bone due metastatis from the kidneys. I'm devastated and because of covid I can't go and see her. They had to get special permission for me to come in today. She must be so scared and alone and I feel so helpless, I'm not ready for her to not be here. I've tried to sleep but I can't. She just wants to go home but she can't.
