wishing you all a happy new year,
ihave my post op appointment tomorrow, and I am scared to say the least, from the first day I found out I had a mass/complex cyst whatever you want to call it has been very surreal I believe the operation was a success find out 100 percent tomorrow, there are lots of things I am worried about, keep these thoughts to myself to everyone around me, I don’t know what’s normal and what isn’t, 4 weeks post op I am still having difficulty walking properly, I am getting frequent headaches, I keep thinking I should be grateful I am here starting a brand new year, usually I am a very strong person, but this is so much bigger than I ever imagined, and I am struggling emotionally, I have brilliant support but feel so isolated and lonely, hopefully it will onwards and upwards from tomorrow, sorry to drivel on but it’s easier to type this to strangers than tell anyone close to me
Debs xx
