Hello
I have my last FLOT tomorrow, 4 in all, I have also have 2 rounds of Carbo and Etoposide. I have my CT scan on the 1st Feb as they plan is to operate so I have fingers and toes crossed they I will still be on this pathway.
The Flot has been tough as people say, the Oxy-legs were terrible!! the two week turn around has given me about 3 days of normality. I would like to thank those that offered side effect advice as it really helped me to be proactive with the Meds.
The change for me is from Oct to early December I was not able to eat food, shakes only. I am now eating normally, I have attempted spicy food, like a curry 
. I find I need to eat more often or I get like an empty discomfort, not sure what that's about? My sternum feels sore sometimes also? fingers crossed these are gastral related to the growth but I guess it must of shrunk as I can eat.
I am so looking forward to some weeks without Chemo but also apprehensive, it will be back to that waiting place, and this is it, which pathway? I wish I had not been told IT was high grade, this bit really sticks in my head!!
What lovely blue skies I have in the south at the moment, beautiful 
Hi Dean
My husband Paul, emotionally wore himself out yesterday and that was just a couple of hours. I will tell him to come on here next week if he needs to, my guess is he will fill his days up with meetings.
Jennie 
Thanks Dean,
It’s all very real and imminent now but I’ll be glad to get in and get it over and done with. As my consultant explained at my first meeting with him, I don’t have a ‘Plan B’ anyway so this is it. Will let you know how I get on. Good luck for your next four rounds of FLOT. At least you’ll be through it all by the start of summer. That’ll be nice 
