AWAKE.........

How nice (I will try this sentence ONE more time as it has cut out when I click return button….so will have to keep going and going and not make a paragraph.Anyway just to say I enjoy reading all your posts often,but by the time I come to reply I have forgotten what I was going to write?Is it an age thing?.XxxSo nice @Northerner that your grandson had good teachers…I think a Grandma would “Know”as you say…my sister “knew “too.Nothing can beat the maternal,or familial instinct.I watched the second Chris Packham prog too,and so understood it.Do you think we are all on the autistic spectrum a little?Someone once said that I am sure.Years ago it was never mentioned but I am sure there were some wrong diagnosis then until it was studied more…only because it hadn’t been studied or found out about,Drs can only diagnose what they have learnt…Anyway must go in case My page does another leap.Love to all,Violetsniff xxx

I can see you in the photo,seaspirit44 !!You all look to be having fun.

We made £114 in fundraising for Turkey and Syria people are so kind they just donated loads!

On downbeat awas that today I noticed that I had had an email reply from a Charity well known and easily found online!which said this is not the registered charity.

Gosh how horrible.Glad I didn’t donate to them,but used the Oxfam shop in the end to take it into.I only do that or take it to the bank and pay through them.Goodness,it is a minefield!

Anyway on a lighter note…a nice pixie to cheer …we had a lovely evening at Pancake and Waffles!!my friend doing the counting of the pancake tosses.She is lovely and from the Birmingham area where I grew up Midlands)and we understand each other’s humour!!love Violetsniff…

 Santababy how did the scan go? How are you doing? ️

Oh .. that looks very yummy. Not for me now, as I’ve given up all things sweet for lent. It is going to be hard! As a distraction I took myself to my allotment and tidied a bed. My lovely robin followed me round. I ache now, so tucked up in bed, but have made a note to find a packet of seeds I got at Christmas. They are supposed to attract bats, an contain evening scented flowers. My allotment friend said that they would also attract moths. Anyone had any success with something like this?? 

Oh Cloudier , having just begun gardening for the year I so understand! But it should ease soon.

night night Fruit Loops, sleep well and stay safe, plenty of sleepy fairy dust for all who wish. Thinking of all who are awaiting appointments and results and hoping all is well for you 

hugs xxx

Thank you all for your best wishes, unfortunately the findings have left me winded and teary  

So had CT scan yesterday, had call today with findings (who gets call next day!!!!)

1. Fracture to upper right arm. He couldn’t understand how I hadn’t had a fall or experienced new pain.

2. Some fluid build up in lungs. Again can’t believe I don’t feel short of breath (don’t do much to be fair that would cause it) Could need to be drained urgently

3. The cancer meds are not having the hoped effects.

He went off to discuss with team in the meantime I go into complete meltdown, rang my friend/boss but could only tell her half of it before I start with a panic attack, heaving with the overwhelming feeling of sickness and had to hang up. Think I heaved so much it tired me out and I fell asleep.

Woken by phone, going forward need to wear a cuff and collar sling for arm fracture but will get an appt to decide if anything more would be worth doing.

Will also get appt re lungs at Arrowe Park I think, to decide if needs draining.

Consultant will discuss if we change meds when I see her 6 March.

Just feel like I’ll be floundering for a while as I don’t understand how these things are happening and things are progressing at speed xx

Oh Santababy I was hoping for better news for you, bless you. So very sorry, sending mahoosive gentle hugs xxxxxxx

 Santababy huge hugs...hang on in there girl...I've sent you a private message..️

Back home from India so not really caught up. Jetlag fuzziness ruling at the moment. Had to go to bed at 7 pm last night. Think it’s going to be like this for some days.
Sorry to hear your news Santababy but hope your oncologist can tweak your meds so as to be more effective. ((Hugs))

Local park at the weekend decorated for Shivratri. 

Wishing you all as good a day as possible