Hi Kahernandez79 welcome to the forum and I am so sorry to hear about what is happening for you right now. I wonder if it might help to speak to someone at the Macmillan Line on 08088080000. Its little wonder that you are emotional you wouldn't be human if you weren't there are several groups that you might like to post in who will offer some support for you as this difficult journey continues. I wish I could say something that would make things better for you but I hope it helps to know that others are thinking of you.
