Myeloma

Hi 

I'm a 43 yr old male and was diagnosed with multiple myeloma after 2 years of complying with back pain and bone pain loss of weight no appetite but was told it’s muscle pain so pushed more and ended up having cameras and mri scans and then blood tests and finally a bone marrow biopsy to confirm it  at the end of July and was then starting my chemo cycle 2 days later so didn’t have much time to digest it all I have 2 kids 15 and 10 which has been hard for them to deal with and my wife too I worked for myself doing cleaning and been told to give that up for the time being but obviously this brings financial worry and stress and the fact that I just can’t do as much now plus all the medication that goes with the chemo injections was really playing with my emotions just not really knowing what to do but I have now finished my chemo in nov was cut short on last cycle  due to me getting jelly legs and pins and needles in ankles and lower legs which made getting about a bit more difficult I’m now going for a cell transplant starting in March as my levels have gone down but it’s funny that I’m not more happy about that as in remission but I feel that it’s not over yet so I don’t want to get too excited if that makes sense to say I feel lost is a understatement