My amazing other half has done so well with this journey and has fought all the way yet here I am still feeling sad. Its like it washes over me and I have no control over it, I can't work out why I am feeling sad? Is this just part of the process? The worry? The journey?
Just one of those days...
Hi Pencils
Thank you for coming here, especially at a time when you are having one of those days..
I can empathise with you... My husband continues to beat the odds he was given but I find myself shedding silent tears at times and laying awake at night just to listen to his breathing.
So I think, it is a natural part of what we are experiencing, my husband says it must be more difficult for us on the other-side, not sure if that is true, but I too find it difficult sometimes.
Macmillan have a dedicated area of the forum for people who are caring for someone with cancer, You can find it HERE, hopefully you will find some guidance which can support you over time.
I hope you have your own support around you, but at times like this, you can always find support here.
Take Care of You
Lowe'
