We 1st August hubby diagnosed with gullet cancer now he on hospital can't eat or drink waiting emergency operation for stomach feeding tube I know it's quite advanced but don't know stage I still think it's like a bad dream. When he has had feeding tube in stomach he got build strength to then have chemo and radiotherapy. I'm a pretty stronge person but this knocked me for six my hi by nearly 68 me 67 my daughter struggling with it duffo anxiety bad and my son don't get on with his dad. I'm doing my best but I feel like I falling apart at the seems and don't want to show I am x
