We lost my amazing Dad on the 23rd December of last year to Mesothelioma, watching my huge fit and healthy Dad fade away was horrific and painful and upsetting.
Now after weeks of pain my Mum was told she had fluid on her lungs and a tumour, it’s beyond belief what my poor Mum has gone through this past year I feel so angry for her!
Luckily she moved from Yorkshire to live with us so she’s not alone, she has me and my husband and two young kids. Thursday we find out exactly what we are dealing with but they have told us at a her age chemo is a no no, she wouldn’t want it anyway. She doesn’t talk about how she feels, doesn’t want to talk about what’s coming. She just wants to pretend it’s not happening.
Hoping so much there is something they can offer her, absolutely frightened for what’s to come. It was one thing visiting my Dad and the kids seeing him poorly but for them to be under same roof and watching Nanny weaken I’m so worried how this will affect them.
Not sure what else to say for now 
