Two Years since diagnosis

Hi there, I think if I was in your position I would feel exactly the same way as you. My partner who is 70 years old refused chemo, it was his choice. I was upset at the time, but for him it was the right thing. I believe his cancer has returned so perhaps he should have tried the chemo. We want to protect and keep our loved ones, it's what mothers do. I hope that putting your thoughts down has helped a little, please know that we are all behind you and thinking of you. I suppose the only obvious suggestion is a meeting with all concerned , and even then you don't have to take their thoughts on board and you must do exactly what is right for you and yours. Much love, pam xx