Hi all
This is my first post, my husband was diagnosed June 2017 with stage 4 incurable colorectal cancer spread to lymph nodes, lungs and as of last July 2018 also now his liver. First 12 cycles of chemo were not too bad as he gained the weight he had lost before diagnosis then had 5 weeks of chemo and radiotherapy at the beginning of last year. That was when we planned a lot and did the holidays we had always wanted to do but never got round to and we had a fab summer.
He has now come to the end of his second cycle and boy was that hard and completely knocked him for six, had problems with bloods and loss of feeling to his hands and feet so they had to stop one of the drugs for the last few treatments.
I will stop rambling but my question is how do you cope with the limbo in between treatments, he has scans this month then see the consultant May 8th.......... This is the bit I find very difficult because when he is on treatment I know something is being done......
He has had increased pain which he deals with fairly well but it breaks my heart not being able to do anything and the lack of knowing what happens next and what the scan results will show....
Thank you for listening.
Zoe
Thank you, we just get jittery as the last time the news wasn`t great due to spreading to liver but will try and stay positive and hope things have shrunk and we get a bit of quality time without a million hospital trips. You are doing a wonderful job 
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Love & hugs
