Awake and up all night

 Sounds like it could also cause paranoia, Rose!

The only preparation I took was a couple of tablets from a herbal remedy I bought. I found the almost full box a few years ago, stuffed in a cupboard and yellowed with age.

I never bothered going to my GP as I couldn't stand him, then forgot all about it. Like I said, I had an easy ride xxx

You do make me laff

Hi to anyone who is awake. My insomnia is cause by the fact I think my consultant is an incompetent oaf who has made so many mistakes I feel like I am in the middle of a carry on doctor sequel and I have no idea what to do? What is worse is I just don’t seem to have the courage to challenge him.

Good morning my friend, and welcome to our group, although after reading your bio I'm hardly surprised you're suffering with insomnia.

With regards being reluctant to confront your consultant, have you considered getting PALS to start the ball rolling for you? You've encountered so many stumbling blocks along your rocky journey, surely someone can step in to help? I know the majority of the medical profession is considered higher than God, but they should be brought to account when errors have been made. Whatever you decide, I wish you the very best of luck with it.

I really do get you on wanting to get rid of the cancer, but then having to face the consequences. The same happened to my OH - cancer removed but a legacy of ED, semi-invalidity, no voice, no job, no car and a life turned upside down. He's also depressed but he's got me. Now that could add to his depression as I'm a hard taskmaster, but I refuse to let him give in! Do you get support from anyone, obviously ruling out your CNS? You need a big lift, and there are people out there who could give you one, maybe starting with the Macmillan helpline, if you haven't already done that.

In the meantime, please keep posting here for some banter as it does break up the low moods. You just missed me earlier as I'd finally conked out! My sleeping pattern is all over the place - something OH doesn't suffer from as he could sleep on a washing line! Maybe I've mollycoddled him a tad too much. Lol!

Wishing you all the best hon, and sending hugs xxx

Hi Al985

Sorry to hear of your problems with your consultant, I'm with Gill in recommending a chat with the hospital PALS. It sounds like your GP is helpful,  could you ask them to help?

I hope you got some sleep.

H 

Hello Alan ( Al985 )

I am so sorry to see your medical issues are keeping you awake.

Sadly you can’t turn back time - BUT you can and should move on. I know you have had a meeting with your consultant and I thought we had a plan to move on.

Our Support Line can help with insomnia so please do give them a call (number below).

Best wishes - Brian.

Hope you all have a great day out today Helen. Don't forget the rock! xxx

Ok day 10 waiting biopsy results for husband

Hope all ok there x

I'm sending you all the positive vibes I can.️

I get the same bits of panic and adrenaline rushes, especially in the morning when I wake up. It's not so great l, but you sound like you're keeping positive.