My husband died in my arms on the 2nd May (2009) - what happens now?

Afternoon All, Well it's a lovely day here, and i should be getting on with some housework but still shattered after wedding, it was fantastic no cash spared, it was lovely to see Darren's friend it's nine years since  they moved from here. the bride was beautiful she had not one wedding dress but two. They had so much going on Marilyn Monroe look alike, A bba tribute band the Box and that was kids dancing, magician, the statues we see when we are on hols that are so still then they give you a big fright when they move. Cham and cupcakes when we arrived at the reception. Don't think i will be at another one so posh unless Darren finds a rich chick. Well we are going to London on Thurs on the train it's going to be a long day but we have to go. Kim starts work again on Tues i think she is dreading leaving Charlie again as she has had nearly eight weeks with him. Will catch up on all the posts later i really must go and do some work. Sending hugs to you all. Fiona xxxxxxx   

Evening all , well think i've survived the day (is it over yet ) The 5 hour walk was the best thing , i was too busy trying to keep my feet to dwell on anything else . It was quite a tough walk ,we had to do some climing , and jump over a little steam , and there was some steep inclines too and i'm still in one piece !! Thanks for all my messages and texts , they really do help . Am so exhausted now , need to get work stuff ready and go to bed i think . Love and hugs to all xxxxx

Dear Lynne

I just want to send you a huge hug ((((((((((((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))))))))))) - so sorry it's late but have just got back on line as I had to go and replace the laptop. Another date done and dusted.

Sue xx

Thanks Sue , so glad you've got your new lap top and enjoy your holiday xxxx

Not really a holiday, lynne - my mother has all sorts of jobs lined up for me! repairing wallpaper, cleaning the back path, gardening......    can't wait to get back home on friday!!!!   don't like being in cornwall for all sorts of reasons, and will be counting the hours to getting home again. xx

Ok Sue , i hope the week goes really fast for you and you can hurry back to your new lap  . hugs to take with you (((((hugs ))))))

Hugs all of you, Lynne well done today glad it worked out for you xx Gayle, you'll be fine, go with a positive mind and decide here and now that you aren't going to have any side effects, just don't accept them and they can't happen!  xx  Patricia hope work is being kinder to you xx  Sue lots of hugs for Cornwall, we'll all be there on the ledge and clustered around like a proper little posse dragging you through, look forward to having you back. Helen you ok love, your status on FB makes me wonder xxx  Lots of love to everyone else, sorry I haven;t been back any further, not feeling great I have another domestic disaster going on and the "emergency plumber" is worse than useless, the kids I have decided are taking me for granted and never seem to think I have feelings or perhaps never actually wonder about them.  Feeling sorry for myself and very down, so prickly that I may have to sit (under an umbrella) at the edge of the huddle and corner of the ledge cos not good company, but love you all and will be back soon xxxxxxxxxxx

Sending you a hug Rosemary before I go to bed.  I'm sorry you are having a bad day and the kids are taking you for granted.  Thats kids for you!  So have a big hug and I don't care if your prickly - I'll wear a padded jacket :-)  Thanks for the words too.  You are right - positive mind!!!  I've been feeling prickly today too for no good reason.  Although was supposed to be meeting a viewer for the caravan and they never showed after me having a 3 hour round trip to get there!  Typical.  Lynne, glad you survived the day and was thinking of you.

Night all as up early for work tomorrow and looking forward to it as I have been working from home all this week and its starting to do my head in (probably why I am in a prickly mood) being stuck in the house.  So off tomorrow to work for a couple of days and back Tuesday night.

Love to all

Gayle xxx

Oh, Rosemary

Hope the coming week sees you more able to face the world with some joy in your heart.

sue xx

I have read all your posts and don;lt know what to say sooooooo....... ((((((((((((((((((GROUP HUG)))))))))))))) for you all.

I will come back latern and may have somethong more constructive and helpful but don;t hold your breath. This tired and mushy brain is finding it hard to be anytghing other than useless.

Love and angel hugs x x x Patricia x x x