Does anyone find the weekends longer and lonlier than weekdays, everyday is hard but these seem harder, today feels endless and he's a constant in my thoughts, I thought I had a better week this we but today it's hurting
Hi smosie. This is a regular topic amongst us and a resoubfjng yes. Fewer things to do, in my case fewer buses, and everyone is doing stuff with their families. Im recovering from a tetanus jab which has knicked me for 6 so I wouldnt have wanted company but it makes me miss Tony more. He wasnt a fuss around me person but he would make sure I drank and ate, snd I csnt be bothered on my own. You may not have had a better week but maybe youve had some better hours or days? Sometkmes thats good enough.
Tried very hard this week to keep busy and occupied, reached out and met people I hadn't seen since the funeral, really trying to build something that resembles a life he would have wanted for me, but today he's everywhere, 14 months today though so maybe that's why
but today it's hurting 
