Two weeks on now and the day after my husband’s direct cremation which was simple dignified respectful and quick. I started decorating the hallway today pretty stupid really as last time I did it my beloved was lending me a hand passing paint up to me or offering tips I know I’ve messed up I can’t do the stairwell on my own . The thing is I’ve also been doing some touching up in the kitchen too I just need to pace myself but also it’s Keeping me busy I think I’ve taken. But too much on today! At least I might sleep a bit better?……
I read somewhere someone said to write few things down for the next day and have a plan and a goal which some days I’ve been doing but gone a bit off piste ..I will miss my husband admiring my handy work and appreciation it’s just me here now part of me thinks why am I bothering!
