Hello. I hear and feel your pain. As others will on this forum. I am so sorry to hear that.
Yes, this time of year is truly horrible, I know. Take things one minute by one. I don't know your situation, so cannot help, but hoping you have some kind of support to help you through this.
Do contact the Macmillan support here too ?
Take care
Hugs.
Fifinet
As Voltaire, the French writer said " I am going to be happy because it is good for my health "
