Can't sleep

Such lovely natured dogs King Charles. Years ago, we were planning on having one from a friends Blenheim, called Emma, such a lovely dog,  for our daughter, Emma got out, visited the bearded collie, down the road, a couple of months later, several puppies were born. I finished up having two. Our daughter named them Lady and Tramp, I’m sure you’ll know why, Lady was very King Charles, Tramp,  a hairy scruff, both so sweet, lived 17 years, broke my heart when when they went. Actually my brother in Australia has one now, he’s besotted. 
Sounds like Mark, knew what you might need,  you hold both Louie and Honey close, you’ll all benefit from a cuddle…..take care Jayne xxx

Wishing everyone the best day you can have. I hope you find some relief from the heartache  for a little while. I'm in work today, if its busy it's distracting and helpful. If it's quiet it means I'm sitting on my own with nothing to do for hours which isn't good.. My cocker spaniel died a few days before Ken, I had a rescue cat then but sadly he got run over a few months later. Have decided another dog would be the better option,  but as I work 3 long days a week that can't happen. It's horrible having an empty house. When you are on your own, everything is down to you, no one to discuss things with, no one to help out. All the clichés say that it makes you stronger, maybe it will after its battered you completely.. Don't even know how I am anymore, a better or worse person

Hello

Really sorry to hear your sad news, it’s really not fair.

your comment, “When you are on your own, everything is down to you, no one to discuss things with, no one to help out”
is really so true, that’s how I feel, it was so easy to simply ask our partner for advice or their opinion, but no more, I sense that loss deeply.

keep safe and well

P.S. Did you see my friendship request

Hello Linda

I sent you a friend request, if it doesn’t work, you can email community@macmillan.org.uk and they will sort it out

keep safe and well