Just need a hug. Feeling lonely

Martin you must never give up. I sometimed purposely go to.the shop and dawdle for something to do. But not the same in a mask! 

Mind you met idiot in Tesco after several years so not s good idea!!! Lol

Enjoy your day even if you burn out!!

Xxx

Oh Akela - feeling for you at the moment - so much turbulence around you. Really hoping you can take one breath at a time and one hour at a time and hold on tight Such difficult news on the young girl - so sad. Take it steady and I offer one of my Mantras - from the wise old sage Terry Wogan: Love Many, Trust a few and always paddle your own canoe.  May not be of any use or sense but sometimes reminds myself to try and steady myself when everything else seems to be going out of control. 

Bootsy - loved that picture. and Martin wondering what you are cooking next. 

Hi Nelliej

My grandad always said you can only trust yourself. A lot of truth in that.

Yes it is horrible what has happened to Hannah's friend but I guess it puts my problems into perspective. So sad she was do desperate and no-one knew. A total waste.

Thankfully I am hoping idiot guy has got the message. He has gone quiet!!! 

I will find another lockdown pretty damn hard and can't really see it will achieve anything!!! The first hasn't! 

Hope you are ok.

Love and hugs xxx

Hi Alison 

forget about the idiot he just wanted to make the other one jealous may be she will see his true colours and kick him in to touch too 

you are going to your dads tomorrow something to look forward too are kids going with you 

take care 

Martin x

Hi Allison

All good here Lizzy has locked herself out of MacMillan again (Don't ask me!!) 

Things going very well with us!

Hi Mccmcc

Well say hi to Lizzy. I am so pleased you have hit it off so well. It is lovely and refreshing to hear of this working out. I am thrilled for you both.

I am back to my positive self. Not too keen on a lockdown. It is not the best time for me but I guess I can do nothing much about it. 

But I will be a rebel if they bugger about too long! Lol

Take care of you both

Love and hugs Alison xxx

Hi Alison, I am sending you a virtual hug and hope it helps. I know what you mean about feeling low especially at this time of year and especially when it is coming up to the anniversary or a special day of some kind. Hopefully you got your results back and it was negative. Lots of love, Mel.

Thank you Mel.

Yes Martin, I had a lovely afternoon and meal at dads and yes my two came with me. Their grandad is the best to them too and they will never miss a trip to see him. Lovely to see him before lockdown. Paul and Hannah and myself had a tight laugh with a bit of a karoke in the car singing to my fav 80's tunes. Such fun.

I have had a huge laugh tonight, phone call from idiot guy, his love life had collapsed and I could day umm.i told you so, you were a twat to me and your brain is in your pants!!! So satisfying and she just finished it by txt like he did!!! I am still laughing! I also sneaked in a you were crap too!!! I have never been so unpleasant! But it did feel good! 

Love to everyone

Alison xxx

Hi, 

i long for  a hug  mostly skin contact. At the same time worried about starting a relationship (kind of glad corona virus gives me an excuse) its 15 months i thought i would feel better but im grieving still, and lockdown has if anything made me grieve more. Im beginning to look back on memories with a smile, glad we did them rather than wish i could go back so i hope that gives you a glimmer in what can only be described as a completely shit time. X 

hugs all round