Trying to get my head around my mum’s passing

Hi Tazraz welcome to the forum..I lost my mum a few years ago now in very similar circumstances re the short timeframe so I can totally relate to the sense of shock and loss you will be feeling. Do you think it might help you re that last few days with your mum which sound really traumatic to talk to someone and see what may be available for you in respect of either Bereavemt Support or Counselling. I had both. I am  Not sure how you feel about that? You can give the Macmillan Line a call and have a chat with someone there if you felt that may help? 08088080000.. Even after all the time that has passed for me I would love to just have 5 minutes with my mum to hear her voice or chat to her. But, 5 minutes would never be enough for either of us. Just remember it's OK to not be ok and you will find your way through but never forget your mum may not be here in person but she will be forever in your heart. Sending some huge big hugs your way

 Xxx Gail xxxx

Thank you for your kind words and sorry for the loss of your dear mum too. I think it would help to talk to a bereavement therapist because it was all very traumatic. I feel shocked every time I think about it all. I want to remember the happy times eventually but I know it’s early days. 

Hugs back xxx