My 17 year old Daughter passed away in her sleep 5 weeks ago, She went to bed with a cold and never woke up again.
I feel like I am walking around in a daze, the idea that she has gone and that I can no longer see her just does not feel real!
I just cannot accept that she has gone? we have had the funeral and we have buried her ashes but this still feels like a nightmare that I will wake up from.
there are nights and days when all I do is cry then the next day I'm not! i just don't know how to deal with these feelings!
I cannot understand how a healthy 17 year old can fall asleep and never wake up! We have been told it may have been Menigitis but may not know for at least 6 months.
I constantly feel like I have floods of tears inside me and if I let myself go then I will not stop crying.
