Lost my father 10 years ago, my Mum last year. Have lost my husband in September of this year, love of my life. Miss him terribly. Funeral October, birthday November and scattering of ashes beginning of December has really taken its toll on me. I am so tired all time, not eating properly and drinking too much. I am so lonely and huge empty feeling. Dreading the whole festive season.
I feel exactly the same recently bereaved . Not looking forward to Christmas 
