Really not looking forward to celebrating Christmas without my Mum,
She lost her battle to cancer May this year, her funeral and birthday was June I just about made it through the funeral I just wanted to be alone in my own home, and I couldn't manage the birthday party my siblings had to remember her, I don't like loud and big and crowded including family gatherings.
Just me my kids and Mum doing her rounds would do me just fine.
Not sure how I'll get through this one without her.
