My sole mate…my beautiful Mum

Hi Movita welcome to the forum and we will be here for you whenever you do feel like talking, but for now I'm sending some hugs your way and we are thinking of you. xxx

Hi there , what you are saying makes complete sense…. I lost my lovely dad to cancer 5 years ago and it broke my heart. He was such a wonderful, funny clever man…. This year .. 5 weeks ago I lost my lovely mum , aged 80 … only 5 months after diagnosis with lung cancer . I feel like I’ve got part of me missing …. She was always at my side snd I can’t believe she has really gone … I feel like I might wake up snd it’s all just been a nightmare. 
I don’t think it matters what age you lose your parents , it’s always going to be difficult. I think if you have a belief in something then it helps. Im not religious but I’ve a little bit of hope in something spiritual to try and find a way to try and cope with my new life … it’s the worst thing that’s ever happen in my 52 years …. I never realised middle age could be such a struggle !!!! Good luck for what’s ahead of you . Sending love xx

Thank you to Granny59 and go 21. 

it’s been just over a month now and it’s been hell. sometimes i think i’m on the verge of a nervous breakdown. I find the pain so intense. I have asked for some counselling from a service we have at work. 

i dream of mum all the time but i keep seeing her poorly and at Christie’s. Christmas is coming up which i know is going to be hard. I miss her so much! 

i’m sorry i sound so depressing. i do hope that you are okay  and thank you for your responses, it’s really kind. I know that we are or have gone through the same thing. 

Sending love to you xxx