Hi and a very warm welcome to the online community
I'm so very sorry to read that you have just lost your husband after a lymphoma diagnosis and it's no surprise that you feel lost and alone.
I can see that you've joined the bereaved spouses and partners group and I'm sure you'll find lots of support there. When you feel ready to post in that group just start a new post in the same way as you did here.
Sending a virtual ((hug))
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
