I'm knackered ,terrible night ,no sleep.Whwn you're in bed at night,mind whirring ,every scenario playing out in you're head ,well sleep just doesn't happen .I tossed and turned for an hour,then thought sod it and started to read my k...
Well it was Dad's pre op at the hospital today,what a bloody farce getting to the hospital,road works everywhere,one way blood streets,diversions ,so bloody stressful,My husband took us but he got lost because the sat nav kept re routing us,but w...
This shit is becoming real and it's terrifying.
Dad has his pre op on Friday but the surgeons secetary has phoned and given dad the date for the operation...Exactly a week today he'll be in hospital.
Everything will be ok? It's got to be...
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I just want to scream
I'm crying
I'm swearing
I'm literally tearing my my hair out
I'm alone in the house,because,well you can't do this in front of others ,oh no,because you've to be strong.What ...
