Speaking to an empty room

  • Want To Scream

    Well it was Dad's pre op at the hospital today,what a bloody farce getting to the hospital,road works everywhere,one way blood streets,diversions ,so bloody stressful,My husband took us but he got lost because the sat nav kept re routing us,but w...
  • D Day Looms

    This shit is becoming real and it's terrifying. Dad has his pre op on Friday but the surgeons secetary has phoned and given dad the date for the operation...Exactly a week today he'll be in hospital. Everything will be ok? It's got to be...
  • Screaming into my pillow

    Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just want to scream  I'm crying I'm swearing  I'm literally tearing my my hair out I'm alone in the house,because,well you can't do this in front of others ,oh no,because you've to be strong.What ...