Hi, I don't know where i am going with this but i guess i just need to 'type it out'
I have had a really tough day today.
Mum and I met with the lady from the fund-raising fund for the leukaemia ward that dad was treated on throughout his cancer journey. We raised £1095 for them from donations at dads funeral. It was a fantastic amount and the woman (pauline) was delighted, the money goes straight back into the…
It is my daughters 5th birthday today and when the family all turn up at 6pm Dad isn't going to be with them. He was the present unpacker, the new toy player and the 'entertainer' and my children's parties.
I will be very aware that he is missing but hopefully Cerys won't be! 
Lots of love to you all......
Last night I had a dream that you had really left me Dad,
In this dream I begged you to please not ever forget me
I’ll tell you how it began, so this is how it starts
You sat on my bed with tears in your eyes and your hand over my heart
You asked me what I was thinking about, at the same time I asked why you were crying
You looked at me and said The doctor says I’m dying
I asked you what you meant and how this…
I found a penny today and remembered this, it made me smile again, i can picture my dad reciting this once when i found a penny on the path.
(God how i wish i could be that happy little girl again if only for a few moments)
I found a penny today
just laying on the ground,
but it's not just a penny
this little coin i've found.
Found pennies come from heaven
that's what my dad told me,
He said the…
