just me..leigh's blog

Well i waited about all morning for 1pm when id be able to phone the liason nurse to find out my MRI results.I did tidy the house,i got my ass kicked by Debs on facebook at scrabble and i wasted £50 on online bingo (im very ashamed to admit that) then it was time to phone and it was bloody engaged for ages,i finally got through to be told that my nurse was now on holiday and she would be able to give me the results,she…

God ive had the 19th of August highlighted in the calander since the first day of the summer holidays and now that its here i actually feel sad,i was diagnosed two weeks into the summer and i think its the kids that have kept me sane in a funny kind of way and today the house is going to be quiet.I refuse to clean all day so looks like it might be a walk with the dogs,a game or two of scrabble on facebook (anyone fancy…

Time Isnt it a funny thing,when were looking forward to something it cant come quick enough,you watch the clock you count the days,everything seems bright,exciting. When were waiting on something bad it drags,every phone call might be the one,every time the postie comes you run to the door,every conversation is dominated by the thing on your mind. What happens when your time is running out? Do you wish you could freeze…

Well i knew the calm wouldnt last long in my house...it never does! Had a quiet Friday and mistakenly thought all my kids were ok an dealing with this until my 18yr old son brought his 13yr old sister home last night absolutely legless. He had found her in his friends house,she is friends with the younger brother, and knew straight away she was drunk so he took her to the local garage to get juice to try sober her up…

Arrrrgggg,this is the second time around for me writing my blog today as the first time was lost as i hadnt connected to the net.duh idiot eh ! Anyway had my dreaded visit with my renal transplant consultant yesterday, it went well appart from her saying "very good" at every interval possible...what is very good about all this?? She is pleased with my transplants general health but has said she feels ive got cancer because…