just me..leigh's blog

I wanted a nice day yesterday,just lazing about watching dvds ect,but it didnt turn out like that,i ended up running about for school uniform in the morning and wee i got tired and pissed off. Came home and wanted a nap but my 10 year old was playing up,not wanting to do anything or go out to play with his pals,so i ended up having to pay my 18 year olds £5 just to watch his brother for an hour so i could have a rest…

Its one of those slow days today,you know the ones i mean where you lie in bed for ages after the alarm goes off looking for the strength to get out of bed,you finally get in the shower and its an effort to even wash and when your dried its an old pair of joggies and a holy t shirt you reach for, i was meant to be working but called in and changed my day till Thursday,ive got a few things to pick up at the local shops…

Well it was the MRI scan today of my abdomen and pelvic area and as i kind of knew what to expect i dragged out the nicest knickers i could find as the last time the gown was a rather neat fit and had a massive gap at the back with showed off my lovely spotty knickers and wandering about with my fat ass hanging out wasnt pleasant for the other patients,mind you if nothing else it gave them something to talk about after…

Firstly id like to say a big thank to you those who read my first blog and who very kindly (nearly wrote kidney!!) left comments from me,i am not alone,i am grateful for the things i have, and at the moment the little things mean so much more to me - homemade lasagne then strawberrys and cream with my mum and sister,all of us having a carry on in the car on the way to asda,having a cuddle on the sofa while watching tv…

Im going for my MRI Monday,why i keep asking, as ive had a ct scan and been told i have a 5.5cm tumour in my right native kidney. I was so schocked when the cute young docotor told me i have cancer that my mind went blank and the only thing i could think to ask was - " Do i have to do a Jade Goody and order my dress?? " What an idiot eh,i should have been asking things like - Are you looking for cancer anywhere else…