Well back to the hospital for me again today,saw my Doctor at 9 AM who wasn't happy with me even though id done everything id been asked,id had that much laxatives that i almost put a "DO NOT ENTER" sign on the upstairs bathroom door incase of emergencies!! I was seen by yet another urology surgeon and his sidekick who took bloods,stuck a finger up my ass......risky move! and generally prodded about for a while till…
i dont usually write blogs like this and i am almost always good at looking on the bright side and cheeping the chin up,but since last Tuesday when this pains started ive had enough.
Ive been to my gp,transplant people,surgeon who did my op,cancer nurse,and had a chat with a general surgeon and the best thing they con come up with for me with this pain is that maybe ive had my bowel or colon stretched during surgery,or…
Well the strict sofa rest didn't go to plan this morning at all as i was woken by the dogs early and as i knew Billy had had enough i didn't want to wake him just to see to the dogs,so i did it,i fed them,made myself breakfast and sorted out laundry and by that time he got up.We had a chat about the kids etc and he admitted he hates the way they speak to me and appear not to care then when he says anything to them about…
Well the last few days ive been feleing unwell which isnt like me really,ive had a pain in my right side coming on since Wed and i didnt want to make a fuss so just kept taking more and more painkillers till i realised on Thursday tea time that i had had my dosage for the day and there was nothing left but hotwater bottles for bedtime,so i phoned my gp's to ask for an advice call only to be told that there was no appointments…
Well i had my appointment with Maggie's center in Edinburgh today and to be honest I'm wrung out,sick of hearing my own voice and cant wait till everyones asleep so i dint have to talk to anyone...terrible eh??
I now have myself booked on a 6 week stress management and anxiety course which I'm hoping will help as I'm such bloody wreck at the moment and have an appointment with a specialist psychologist who deals…
