just me..leigh's blog

I had my life put into perspective big time tonight,i logged on to facebook just before dinner and saw a post from a friend of ours which read...".This is the worst day of my life,Leah (8) has just been diagnosed with a blood clot in the vein to her brain." How unfair is that? I ate my dinner in silence and havent done much else since,her big brother is one of my sons close friends but we havent seen him about tonight…

Well dont know how it happened, but we ended up babysititng for two of Billys friends kids who are both boys and 6 and 10,great eh,especially when we only had one of ours at home last night and we had been to a wedding the night before.The wee 6 year old boy came over and stood beside me and said "My mum said youve just have a big operation,is that why you have two big spots on your face !!!!! " Eh no thats just the face…

Well isnt this new site bloody confusing,i havent even got a clue how i managed to get on this time but im here and updating my long overdue blog and enjoying catching up with others.

My weeks been full of ups and downs,a bit like my life at the moment! Monday was my birthday and i was totally spoiled,went shopping in the morning,pizza hut for lunch then home for dinner with all the family at night,even my dad turned…

Well im on the stepping stones to feeling almost human again! The staples came out on Friday,all 24 of them,i know they call it keyhole surgery but what kind of keys do they expect to fit through my scars?? One is about 3 or 4 inches long!!!! Ive bought big cottons pants as im weraing "normal" clothes again but i cant stand the thought of any of my scars getting caoght in my zips or the fabric from jeans ect rubbing them…

I just dont know whats wrong with me just now,i should be full of the joys that the ops over and im ok and that i know what to expect for the next kidney but i just feel lank,my hairs lank,i go about in joggies all day,im not sleeping well at all and when i do sleep im having the most afwul dreams where im actually attacking my mum and sister,i dont want to be alone then i do,i am sore and know i have a skin infection…